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Monday, January 31, 2005

Yours
Current mood: sad

And as the music stopped,

And as the lights flooded back in,

We kissed. 

And our lips danced as we sat there,

And for that moment,

Everything was perfect.

I was yours.



I was so happy.

My heart was yours,

I was rebuilt.

I was reformed.

I was renewed.

I was yours.


But now I am no one's.

I am nothing.

I am broken down.

I am tossed back in.

I am old and ruined.

I was yours.


I see now that hearts dance a lot.

But there is always a hunter.

And there is always prey.

It varies from day to day.

Today I was your prey.

Tomorrow I could be the hunter.

I hate this foolish game.

I remember my joy.

It was ageless excitement.

I was yours.


But now, I'm a statue that's collapsed.

I'm just another ruin that melted into your past.

Just a toppled form born so you can forget.

So you can forget me.

I ought to forget myself.

I guess sometimes I do.

And maybe I give myself away too easily.

Maybe I'm too desperate.

But I only ever wanted to make you happy.

I only ever wanted to make you smile.

I only wanted to belong to you.

And I did.

I was yours.


But now my heart joins many others,

Hearts that fell back into the basin,

And lie waiting expectantly, in melancholy,

For new hands to pull them out,

And rinse them off again.

And so we wait together, in sorrow,

And we remember.

God forbid I should forget.

How I was yours.

Friday, January 07, 2005

Philosophy in Practice
Current mood: Inspired

I stood at the store, about to purchase pants, my money in hand. When I was about to pay, a man on my right who I had not noticed handed me a 50% off coupon. I looked up at him; he was old, with a white beard, a red tuque, and a red and black plaid jacket. He looked like a lumberjack. He was wearing thick black rimmed glasses. He stood taller than 6 feet, and his large stomach made him a towering figure; he towered over the clerk and myself. The woman had already punched in my pants and she was reluctant to do so again, to subtract the 50%. The man insisted that she do it, and that she go get the manager if need be. '

'You don't understand how the younger generation do not have all the money in the world. If we can save him 8 dollars, than let us save him 8 dollars!'' He said, not forcefully, but firmly.

I looked at his hand to see what he was buying, it was a french copy of Nietzche. The written price was 1.49$. Nietzche isn't worth much more than that, I thought. I understood that he was a Philosopher, and that giving me this deal when it would have saved him 74 cents, was a matter of logic; he was going for the greater good. I asked him ''Have you read Plato's dialogues?'' He nodded. The woman finally punched in the 50% and the man started to leave, he walked out the door and I followed him to thank him. The final thing he said to me was:

"Maybe that's what Plato was talking about when he spoke of the Republic; everyone helping each other. (he made a hand gesture implying the higher levels of society down to the lowest) Perhaps you'll be able to do the same for someone else someday."

Then he walked off.

Adam

 

 

 

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